Once Upon a Time

I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next....Just Do It...deuce

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Got a project chick, that plays her part
And if it goes down y'all that's my heart
Baby girl so thorough she been with me from the start
Hid my drugs from the NARCs, hid my guns by the parks.......Jay Z

Time

When is it time to make things right...is it ever enough time...can you go back in time to correct things you wish you had/had not done....I guess time is truly of the essence....only time will tell.....

Hilo Fellow Followers

Hey guys I know I have been slacking on daily basis of events of my life....lol....what else is a blog for right????? Well today was pretty much a relaxation day i woke up like 12 no class...madd hype about that but next week that will change since my professor comes back from a conference. No more sleeping late... I went with Baby D and MeMe to go watch them steal from Target and Old Navy...I find it amusing watching Baby D trying to steal and looking madd obvious, i mean damn they don't have no security and the detectors must be there for show. No lie...she could have tried the outfit on and walked out got a sandwich and came back and stole more shit...and still would have not known. But i can't talk because I steal every day...literally whether its a Snapple, pens, hangars , BIKES, cups, forks, knives, my motto I need it....go get it...right??

Anyway when I came back to campus in the dollar van...my badd...the "shuttle" I made sure I hit up the griddles place, which basically makes breakfast from the morning to 5pm. I love it i got two sandwiches just in case I dropped one but I didn't so I ate both...lol..I did major running run for my club...and made sure everything was organized and ready because I learned dealing with people is hard and mind wrecking but dealing with black and Spanish people..Oh mon dieu! Its like 100 times worst...not literally..bigger exaggeration...I decided Im going to do the radio show again, I wasn't but I had a change of heart..I like it..its fun...and it helps me become familiar with my major...

I chilled with my cuzzo which was cool since I really haven't chilled with him that much since he school started..I want him to do his own thing..but I been hearing he got him a bird tweeting on his shoulder lately had to run dat by him to see wtf was going on..but we cleared it up...he was definitely stealin shit as if he was living in the fucking fields like he never ate before but he fam so its all good....quick note followers... why the hell did I pay 4.99 for a fucking turkey sandwich on two slices of white break...in the hood i could have got a hero two bags of lays and a snapple ice..and a quarter for sum peanut chews and Swedish fish....I was flamming (angry) and they lookin at me like im cheap...fukin MCains I swear....any way I also notice three dudes outside the ACC tryna "Bag" girls coming out...first thought was they from C.C.C but they look even more dumb then that...so im like damnnn townies coming to campus to get fresh meat...and I definitely saw one of dem niqqqas on Sex Offender App ...( That is a very good investment if you have and iPhone or i Touch) But back to my day, saw some "freshies" and I had to pounce on them like a Panther in the Jungle, to come to my meeting because I can't front I went to the AKEBA meeting....SHIT WAS PACKED...dead ass thought I was in Home Room in high school all over...Shout to them Akeba headz....as for them OWE Hoes...no respect I heard Through the great vine...NOBODY CAMEEEEE....but thats what I heard..who knows whats true in Plattsburgh....shyt changes faster in a New york minute. This weekend is a chill weekend can't be going out getting retarded...gotta focus on my studies....ya know how it is...but I must say Bmore/Edmoney been definitely keeping "Karma" alive briefly..I dunno how long its going to last but keep up the hard work.... that's all for now......

"Why do people have to lose things to find out what they really mean ? ".......Unknown

...........Sigh............

Everything was all good just a week ago......

Lets Call It Off...........Right

Uh, when did you get like this
Least you coulda done is gone an give me a warning
I don't regret like this
So I'll be right there when you wake up in the morning
Saying, this just ain't my style
You can't say you're happy either
You don't even smile, for me

[Chorus:]
Did you agree, we should let it be
And did you agree, it's a must,
Let's call the whole thing off
We used to had enough of us
Let's call the whole thing off
We just had enough of us

[Verse 2:]
When you decided to knock on my door
Did you remember what happened before
The look on your face said you were expecting more
But some things look better inside of the store

[Chorus:]
Did you agree, we should let it be
And did you agree, it's a must,
Let's call the whole thing off
We just had enough of us
Let's call the whole thing off
We just had enough of us

[Verse 3:]
Leave me, leave me, I don't mean to be rude
Wish I had the courage to say everything I planned to
My "friend", my "friend", call herself my "friend"
Tell me that we posed to be friends to the world end
But, ion really feel that
I just really wanna turn the wheels back
Give you all ya notes and wristbands back
You Convince me that time will heal that
Uh, you look for reasons for us to argue
I swear every time we talk
You just tell me how you don't get me
Why you do that... do that... do that..........

Be By Myself

I gotta be by myself....I gotta fly by myself......Imma get high by myself......Its only right.....