sty because I lie. Sometimes I express what i feel in poetry but i m not a poet, it just flows....I will return...

ut I purposely avoid it....I don't know the answer to why...i feel pressure i guess i buckle...i don't know why...don't judge me..just appreciate my hone

fuck I want. Sorry for my french. I hate planing things because it never go as plan, so i just take it as it is...there times when things are obvious b

types of people...some cool....some fake..some real..but in all I met different people. I guess this is me rambling on, but its my blog so i do what the

type of shit you may encounter or be forced to deal with. I think i would have went to Culinary arts school are Devry. I have encountered many different

say but i try my best, I try and help any one that willing to listen. But that is neither here nor there. Shit is crazy because they do not tell you the

I find myself fighting things all the time. Whether its with myself or others, im not ignorant but i'm stubborn as hell. I never know the right things to

Half Crazy

This track is so crazy...it depicts friends crossing that line and things changing....He is definitely underrated but I feel he is one of the top RnB dudes in the game.....


......Never thought that we would ever be more than friends
Now I'm all confused cause for you I have deeper feelings
We both thought it was cool to cross the line
And I was convinced it would be alright
Now things are strange, nothings the same
And really I just want my friend back

And my mind's gone half crazy cause I can't leave you alone (oh can't get you out of my system)
And I'm wondering if it's worth me holding on (holding on)
Said my mind's gone half crazy cause I can't leave you alone (can't get you out of my system)
And I'm wondering if it's worth me holding on (yeah)

I'd hate walk away from you as if this never existed
Cause when we kissed the moment after I looked at you different
Lately I gotta watch what I say
Cause you take things personally nowadays
You used to laugh now you get mad
Damn I just want my friend back

And my mind's gone half crazy cause I can't leave you alone (oh can't get you out of my system)
And I'm wondering if it's worth me holding on (holding on)
Said my mind's gone half crazy cause I can't leave you alone (can't get you out of my system)
And I'm wondering if it's worth me holding on

oh oh oh oh oh yeah
What happened to the one I used to know (oh yeah yeah)
The one I used to laugh and joke with
The one I used to tell all my secrets
We used to chill and be down for whatever whenever together yeah

And my mind's gone half crazy (oh) cause I can't leave you alone (I'm going half crazy baby)
And I'm wondering if it's worth me (oh) holding on (over you)
Said my mind's gone half crazy (yeah) cause I can't leave you alone (and I just don't know)
And I'm wondering if it's worth me holding on (said I just don't know what to do now)
we used to chill (yeah) we used to hang
we used to do we used to do some many things together (yeah)

Dear Blogger...

There is this thing that is kind of like a downfall pit in my soul, its called.....my conscious. I ACTUALLY CARE about shit, that's weird part. Its hard to see people suffering, especially innocent people. Every time I try to lend that helping hand its like I'm the one that gets the short end of the stick. The thing is I'm OK with getting the short end of the stick if it means people actually learn their mistakes or try to better themselves. When I refer to people...i mean friends and family. I'm actually stupid because I'm the one risking it all to ensure people change... and they never do. Its not their fault but sometimes i wish i could be like Fuck It..and just brush it off...I wish i had a side that in which everybody's disposable, so that relationships would never be a threat because I could erase the history and act like we never met. But I can't so I gotta deal with the agony of ignorance and denial of people..but I can't call them a fool for wanting to learn the hard way, when I'm really the fool for trying to help them....Blogger, Its like you're the one that understand signed by yours truly...............................................

"when the blind is leading the blind, you can't reach them.."