Thinking Of You

Masterpiece Part 2

"Many hearts we should've left unbroken
Empty words are better left unspoken"... Chris Brown ( Famous Girl)

DISClAIMER!
I hope nobody takes this outta context....I hate being misunderstood. This is me just venting....

I realized I have made mistakes in the past...I can't go back and change that... I kno
I prolly hurt you and Its over....I'm sorry but in reality it wasn't there, it was best when We called it off...I know I lied to you and about you and kept you hidden but u had your share of lies and dirty little secret. But its not tit for tat...I wish I could say you was the best I ever had but I would be lying...this may sound like Im coming off harsh but im just sharing how I'm feeling...Its been a heavy burden to play pretend love...In the begining it was good and you was my darlin baby and we always made the bedrock... but things change....and I know you been sleeping with a broken heart lately but I slept with the same thing and to be honest it doesn't mean anything. And of course I kno im not perfect and I don't wear no halo and I did alotta damage but I was selfish in a way. I guess because I gave the greatest performance of my life....so now all i can do is take my bow and move on....I always wished i would of cared more.Im scared that every girl i care for Will find a better man and end up happier in the long run.....

Masterpiece Pt 1

"See in my inner circle all we do is ball
Til we all got triangles on our wall"...Jay Z (Moment of Clarity)

The people I actually consider my friends are true friends. At first when you meet people its not like you intend on looking for them...ya just so happen to meet and just click. Its crazy because I have always been a drifter, i just chill with whoever because you never can trust just anyone but this past semester I did less that and set with few group of people or atleast i tried..lol..my niqqas ROc BOyz...I must say very interesting semester with them....drunk nights...close encounters of death...getting arrested...escorts sunrise and sunset..road trips...bout to blow up 241 Daorb...onsite beef with destiny child...and many more but can't get into that lol...I realized that friends always got ya back even if you 100 percent wrong or certified drunk...I just wanna say thanks to all my friends that was there for me and continue to be there I appreciate it...

Dear Diary.....

I got another side I never showed to you
The side where everybody is disposable
See, relationships are never a threat
'Cause I'll erase the history and act like we never met.........

Im Back....Focused MAnnnnnn

It was fun being gone for a min...but I think Earth is where I belong. They say "aim for the moon and if you miss you land amongst the stars"...Well fuck that I'm trying to land where nobody has reached...maybe Neptune/Venus...I heard its nice around this time of the year.....No more space travel...not until I get my right destination.